KeVy

2004-10-11T14:27:00.000+08:00

First time in a really long while that i have played such intensive Tennis.
But it was cool though,although i was made to run left and right 34321897513251450845 times by Murtabak Glenn.
Lunched at Pasta "MANIAC" and all four of us had the same damn thing.Those copycats.
Thats all for now.
I'm beaten.

YOU:I want the old you back.

2004-10-11T02:17:00.000+08:00

Ok,i am SORRY.
I really should not have been the way i was.
I know i was wrong to be the way i was yesterday afternoon.
But on the phonecall just now i just defended myself because i was mad and feeling angst.
My attitude sucks shit and i know it.
But don't let the one incident and today judge the rest of our future pls?
Yesterday afternoon was fully my fault and i was just being an annoying boy and i know my faults.I am ready to do anything as i had always been.really.
Pls don't assume.You mean so much to me.
Its like you are everything in my life.
MY LIFE IS YOU.
i love you so much i wuld do anything.
I had been doing the right things(not all the time,i know,but i know i do what i have to most times) the past three and a half months,don't let that one incident be the judge pls?
I would not have fought so hard if i did not want to commit myself.
Just now,I was angry and mad,
so i went berserk on the phone.
Lets move on can we?
We will still sit down and talk about it.
But,you know i will never do anything to make you stop loving me.
I know you haven't.
And today i was fcuked up ok?
I guess i just love you much too much.
Sorry.

2004-10-10T23:54:00.000+08:00

I am so god damn down now.
Down down down.
But i love you so much i don't care for anything else.
Maybe after all i was wrong,
And maybe i should just stop picking fights and being an ass.
Maybe.

2004-10-09T21:47:00.000+08:00

So exams ended yesterday.
After which in the night,the class has after-promos-class-dinner at Seoul Gardens at the always deserted-bangladesh-thai-construction-workers mall,Marina Square.Don't ask me how i penned that up.It seems that i always see Bangladeshi nationals and thai workers there.
Yeah,so back to the point.The dinner was cool.
As in,i got to understand everyone much better,got to know everyone's outside-school-persona.
And for the first time since i spoke to Norman,i could understand most of what he said.No more "er..yea,you see,before you arrive at such a conclusion,you have to do five things first.Firstly,......"

Phew.Norman brought out his lighter personality today.Throughout the dinner,he kept on throwing cooked food into the side pan to ensure,as he put it,to ensure that"the food is really cooked."
Some laughs there.

After dinner activities included a class chilling out session at Esplanade waterside.Nice time there.Few photos taken.This class is cool stuff "mIan".

As for today,it was spent going out with Beth and Pearlyn around town.
Pretty relaxing day today,except for the part where i argued on the phone with you.Borders Art's corner is the best place for a cosy afternoon,with 17 magazines and fusion music to groove to.

I need new CDs!!
Gimme my Ella Fitzgerald,Harry Conick Jr!

Now that exams are over,i feel kinda aimless again.Nothing to live for,nothing to look towards to,nothing for a target.
Bah.
Life's a wandering journey.

2004-10-06T21:03:00.000+08:00

The main papers are all behind me.
At last.
My head is so light now it feels weird.
I think i might be promoted after all.
:))
I don't intend to do an analysis of all the papers,
but i worked hard and i think i deserve to at least pass!
If i don't,i'll just move on.Been there,done that.

Can someone tell me what is wrong with my comments link?

I want to watch Wimbledon :/
Might most probably catch it this Friday with the class?Hopefully.
I have to pick up my racquet soon!
The skills are rusting.
Been 3 weeks since i last played,HORRIFYING.

I LOVE YOU LORD.

2004-09-23T20:37:00.000+08:00

Thanks all who knew,remembered and all.
The sms-es,the phone calls,the tags,the ones"who realised my bday was today and then wished me",the ones who "after some prompting remembered(refer to elizabeth)",the ones who"called back again after forgetting to wish me(refer to jinting and huien) on the 1st phonecall",the ones who"figured it was sometime this week and wild-guessed it was today and were right on the spot with that and their gut instinct(refer to elithia)" and of course, the one only darling of mine!
Love ya loads!

Yesterday,had a really nice dinner with my beloved at some Spanish restaurant.Food was good,company was better,but my stomach could not stuff everything and i did not finish my 38 bucks lamb.

There was a minor celebration for mine and shane's bday yesterday in the school canteen with the Popcorns.The celebration could not have happened without HuiEn's and Emily's funds,Raymond's time,Huis,Jon,Dee and of course Miss Tan Chee Peng!!haha.

Then,earlier on today,had a small celebration with Beth and Pearl.Appreacited it yea.

And then,it was back to reality:THE PROMOS.

Really,i wanted to enjoy my day,but with the promos lingering at the back of my head,i got to work yet again.See,i am not a closet mugger.I announce publicly.

Thanks again peeps!

2004-09-16T21:19:00.000+08:00

Hey kids,i think you had better check this out.Some girl named herself "kookoobird" in her friendster profile.Look at the pic clearly.Its damn funny.hurrrrr!! But i dunno her though.Stumbled upon it.
http://www.friendster.com/user.php?uid=3820727

2004-09-16T19:23:00.000+08:00

When the bored gets going,he gets shit-ty.

2004-09-15T23:20:00.000+08:00

Did not go to school today.For genuine reasons.I had a really bad headache.I believe it to be stress related.Stress?Kelvin actually feels stressed!!

I wish all of mankind,big,small,wide,narrow,smart,not so smart,good looking,hideous looking(sorry.really couldnt help it.haha),rich,poor,hunky,chunky,monkey-ish,chimp-ish,pathetic,cool,popular,avoided by all,nice-smelling,smelly like fcuk,nerd-acious,punk-ish,has a big tool,does not have a tool(aka women),has two silicon filled balloons(or lack of),
ALL lived in Orchard,drive a Porsche,had 10 mills in the bank,sign documents all day long and receive a really huge paycheck at the end of the month for doing that!!
But.
Sadly,that's not how life is.
Life is really "Kelvin,if you don't hand in your History tutorial i will smack that fat baboon ass of yours flat."
OR.How about this.
"You know what happens to kids who do not go to school?They become road-sweepers sweeping the floor,clearing other people's rubbish."For pete's sake i know what road sweepers do.
That is however not the point.
The point is,life is tough.
Why did god not make us all equal and perfect in the first place, such that we didn't have to slog our asses off !?!(which will be by the way,flattened by spastic looking people who are teachers by day and psychopaths by night.)
I think studying so hard the past two days has made me like that.So analytical yet shallow.
Wait,lemme check my temperature.
Aye,
perfectly fine.Nono.This cannot be.
Erm,i need to go to Buangkok(Hougang or sth) tomorrow.Woodbridge is there right?

2004-09-14T18:58:00.000+08:00

Its amazing what one's pair of ears can do for oneself. Well,at least in my case.
So i was studying ALONE at Cafe Galilee at White Sands library today.
Of course thats not all to it.
I wasnt "technically" alone. Not until these two girls from my ex-school sitting a distance of 3 huge chicken backsides away started whispering things in really what i call,"i-like-speaking-chinese-the-way-i-do-because-my-idols-5566(6677,8899)-speak-it-that-way-too".
AND.
These two girls from St.Anthony Canossian's sitting behind me.Who,by the way,are kind of good looking,although gossipy like fishmongers,butchers who chitter chatter with their bestfriends,housewives who spend their entire day at the wet market marketing(or chitter chattering) while their kids are at school complaining to their friends just how stingy their parents(which again,incidentally,are the housewives)were for not getting them the new and improved tamagotchi they saw at 7-11 the night before.
Totally going off point.
ANYWAYS.
So the two girls who love communicating in a language i so happen to destest and cannot master(i do not detest my native language because i am a yaya papaya or slippery banana or whatever they call people like that or due to the fact that i cannot get it right),which is Chinese,changed the focus of their often mindless and to me,boring conversations to of all things,MY HAIR.Yes yes,my hair,something so completely sacred and holy to me my friends would not dare find fault with,or provoke.Damn,i sound as though my hair is a living thing.Ok,below is a translation of their converstion,if i got it right.Chinese hanyu pinyins are thoroughly discouraged on jazzfuzion.blogspot.com.
Girl 1(the one with the hair that seems to have been combed a zillion times):
That guy there ah,the hair like a bit copycat right.
Girl 2(the one whose hair is so stubbed and wheat grass like i feel like bringing a cow to graze it):
Ya lor,his hair so copycat.(totally boot-licking girl number 1)
Girl 1:He is such a disgrace.
Girl 2:(shows some traces of originality and OWN personality)But,he suits it kinda well.
Girl 1:Oh shuddup!"whatever his name is from 5566" carries it off better!!
Girl 2:mmm...yea..
Like,hello?(bimbo jimbo limbo rocking me)Can't they mind their own business and look into the mirror?Well,what would they see?Two really huge chicken backside faces staring back at them.Besides,their English was so good that they totally could(not.) differentiate singular and plural terms.

Then there was the legend of the two "we-are-so-totally-pretty-we-make-perfect-bimbos-whom-shop-at-gucci-all-day-long" St Anthony Cannosian girls.True,pretty they are and bimbotic they are,which makes them really dumb,something they think its COOL,but in my own honest humble papaya-ish opinions,i think they really resemble two airheads who tell the world "we know nothing except having our huge and enlarged vaginas screwed by boys from ACS Barker." HAHA.
Okay,so below is an excerpt of their long-awaited conversation.On something kinda touchy although not an issue for me.But its the mean-ness in their tone that bites me!
Girl 1:That guy there is kinda short for a JC student dun ya think?
Girl 2:No,not really,i'm sure he will grow.
Girl 1:But still,by how much more?
Girl 2:I'm sure he will deifinitely grow a fair bit more.But then again,he will still be short no?
Girl 1:Yea!!haha....he so,like,need to drink more milk to grow that fair bit.
Girl 2:And it isnt even guaranteed he wil grow upwards,he might end up growing sideways for all you know!hahahaha!!
Girl 1:haha...he might as well just save the money and buy more brownies(i was eating one then)to grow fat!!haha.
I wished this was what i did.
Me:WEll, i hope your vaginas grow and expand so much we can fit the atomic bomb in there!!Oh,and did i mention area of trapezium is 1/2 mutiply (length A+length B) multiply height!!And not whatever you think it is."
But what happened really was,i packed up stuffs and left the cafe 5 minutes later.
Its not because i did not dare say that to them or did not want to!
But i had to leave for home!!IT was like already 6.15 by then and it only made sense to leave considering how much i have studied.
And so,i proved my point.
It is really amazing just how much your ears can do for you.Yea,more like how much negative things your ears can hear out for you.

2004-09-13T19:53:00.000+08:00

Hey Steven.
This whole episode in the History books yea?
Sorry i jumped to conclusions and made assumptions without hearing from you yourself.
Anyhow,i apologise for all the mean words used too.
Old entry erased.

2004-09-06T17:01:00.000+08:00

Tuition paid off.Loads of all the Economics stuff i failed to grasp over the past three months.
Tuition teacher rocked my checkered boxers till they became stripes.
Econs test today wasn't exactly a breeze,
but it was not my lack of knowledge as most of you would assume that caused the bumps during the test,but the time given to us.
When i received the test paper,
i thought we were supposed to do only one question.
So i happily,very very happily in fact,did the first question at my very own sweet pace.
It was only until half hour before the end of the paper that i realised i needed to do both questions that i panicked and poof! THE END. I left one whole freaking question blank.
Might not that well,but nothing to be discouraged about because for once,i understood and knew how to answer all the questions.Just the time management problem.Or the "sotong" problem.
Michelle was the best.

Mich:Hey guys,so what questions did you guys chose?(still not knowing that she needed to attempt both questions.)
Shane:Er,two of them lah.(something along this line)
Mich:eh,cool!!I did question 2 too!(Shane meant he did both,she thought he said he did question 2)
Shane:No.I did both questions because you have to like do both questions?
Jint,me,Raymond:Yea!You mean you didn't know?
Mich:Oh,fish!!Shit shit!!(and several other attempts at finding the right expletive)
Mich walks over to Karen and Emily,asks them if they did both questions.
Karen:What?!We are supposed to do both?

Hilariousity at its best.

The ASP(anti social popcorns,for the dummies) have a fondness for the game my primary two cousin plays all the time.Pepsi Cola or sth?No see,everytime the group comes together,there is a pause whereby everyone stands in a circle and looks at one another,primary purpose being deciding where to go.So,due to our indecisiveness,the group always come to a standstill in the middle of anywhere,and i mean ANYWHERE,even in the middle of a lion's den if we ever go to one,all just for the sole purpose of heading somewhere.

I love my life man.
I have great friends.
And of course,i have you.
Life is near perfect right now.

2004-09-03T23:16:00.000+08:00

I think you still don't realise how much i love you.
Sometimes,it hurts to know that you dun seem to care at all.
argh.
Never mind.
Call me when you see this.

2004-09-01T18:11:00.000+08:00

I don't think i am going to make replies anymore.
Its just too much work.

2004-08-29T01:07:00.000+08:00

Caught two movies this past week.
bourne supremacy and stepford wives.
Have to say both movies have been worth the hell of my penis..er..sorry,pennis...nono,pennies.
yes,got it right at last.
bourne supremacy was gluey.
gluey like glue.
gluey as in i could not leave my seat for just three minutes to clear my urine(urea?) infested bladder until the show ended.
and what happened in the end?
i could barely stand up to walk out of the theatre because my urine infested bladder was about to explode its contents to the four corners of the Earth right there and then(or then and there?)

then there was the stepford wives.
while i am one to often agree with film critics,i have to disagree with them for this one.
i found this film particularly enjoyable and unpredictable(which is good for me,mind you),and of course,with the occassional comedy.
Kidman looked as stunning as ever.
Close was brillant,
and Midler, i thought stole the thunder from the leads.

The Olympics is coming to an end.
And i'm sad.
Because now there is nothing else left for me to cheer about for my country.

Promos are seriously nearing.
and good thing thogh, i'm beginning to make headwaves in my studies.
Tuition tomorrow,
looking forward to it.
I need a guiding light in my Econs desperately.
And this could just do the trick.

Oh,and I'm GOING TO ENGLAND AND FRANCE FOR THE HISTORY TRIP!!!
How cool is my mom?
Cooler than ice-cool definitely!
Mommy rocks!
My checkered boxers!

I'm happy happy happy!!
Great end to the week huh?
Baby?
Coolzie!

2004-08-27T13:41:00.000+08:00

I am happy as a king again.
hurrays.
Just that i would not get to see you this week again.
-sobs soya beans-

2004-08-26T13:09:00.000+08:00

School library now.
Kellett picks on me everyday.
Bah.
I always have to look over my shoulders to see if he is spying on me,that English farter.
Adri's gonna crash laters,exciting.
Chomps for dinenr maybe.
Coolzie.

2004-08-25T21:03:00.000+08:00

I'm in too deep.

2004-08-23T22:12:00.000+08:00

Adri!I found a Cullum song!
Thank me for it dudette.
anyway,ladies and gentlemen,
i'm only updting again for the sake of Ms Adriana Chan Sau Fong.
Apparently,she's so bored,
she reads my blog 6 times a day.
For what?
Because she's bored.
I'm actually quite freaked out by her obsessive behaviour over my blog.
hahaha.
How does this sound?
Constipation Oppression.
Cool huh?
Its like you are oppressed by your constipations.
Sometimes,i feel like that,although not literally a constipation.
Constipation comes in forms too you know.
Exams are nearing,
i'm freaking out.
Friends is on TV,
but its getting kinda old,
the humour in there.
Extreme Makeover laters,thats more interesting.
Then Olympics updates!
Cool.
Till then,
The Jazz Juice Bar playing These are the days by Jamie Cullum for your listening pleasure.

2004-08-23T12:49:00.000+08:00

Bah.
Should i go forHistory or not?
Technically, i am not in school right?
Since i came late.
Boo.
Didnt do Mr Tan's homework,
and i Nathan is coming into class to observe lessons.
argh.
Ok,i'm not going forHistory.
Can't wait for Lit though.
P.E. laters.
Sucksucksuck.
Bored.

2004-08-21T21:00:00.000+08:00

Wahahahaha.
Right now,i'm in Changi Airport using my school's labtop and wireless internet.Coolzie!!
I'm not so sure if its free though.
Good luck to my dad.
I'm using this under his phone line.
By the wayB,my internet explorer on my computer is down.
So,yea.Purpose?
Dunno.
Both Li Jia Wei And Ronald Susilo are wasting my time.
To think they'll win.
But,great effort though.
Oh.PW still sucks.
suckiliciousdickyfiedshitassypussyhole.
Lemme help you break this word up into different syllabuses for you.
suckilicious/dickyfied/shit/assy/pussy/hole.
I'm a pro at forming words of this nature.
Cool eh?
Promos are in 44 days time.
And i am stil doing no nothing bout it.
Procrastination.
Thats my field of expertise.
In fact,i think i'm the world champion at that.
If only it were an Olympic sport.
Then i would have done Singapore proud and garner our country's first medal in 40 years.
And a gold medal at that.
Maybe i really should quit school and become a full time procrastinator.
Then,during competiton.
All contestants do is.
"i am going to do this...I am doing that..."
Above all,of all the things you say you will do,you don't do it.
Get my drifting drift?
No?
Well.

2004-08-19T17:42:00.000+08:00

i'm stressed like fcuk.
Fcuking off.

2004-08-17T21:40:00.000+08:00

I am so screwed.
I just found out that my handphone bills for this month was....hold your breath....170 fcuking bucks!
I just dug myself a shithole.One so deep i cannot possibly ever get out of.
I prolly have ta switch to a pre-paid card.
Or nothing at all,which seems like the more probable of the two.
I don't even dare go out of my room now.
The folks are giving me "looks".
ARRR...
Fcuk it.

2004-08-15T01:02:00.000+08:00

I want that orange Olympics Swatch watch!

Surprise B'day party for Huien and Michy was incredible and extremely successful.Their facial expressions were priceless man.And i had a ball of a time over that just sitting around,yakking away,chilling out.Anti-Social Popcorns rock my checkered boxers.

Jint!!You can tell me anything okie!and dun take things to heart too much!always here!
Adri!You too!I'm here always for you yea?

Olympics swimming is damn exciting.

2004-08-14T17:32:00.000+08:00

We're all hoping someone gets coned.haha.

I have 60 bucks with me now.

By night time,i will be left with zilch.

Because...

i have ta take a cab down to town to meet huis.

then take a cab down with her and that somebody to the party.

then after the party,take another cab home.

i'm a "cab-boy."

money runs out on me.

I think i am supposed to leave now but have ta wait until that someone confirms she's in town.

bah.

fingers all crossed!

2004-08-13T21:15:00.000+08:00

Bah.GP common test tomorrow 1st thing in the morning.How am i ever going to wake up?!?Definitely gonna cab to school tomorrow.No sleep-in on Saturday no more.poof.

Mood today was like an uneven terrain.ups and downs.First time in 8 mths i felt this tired from school.Good thing though,i felt tired only because i worked hard.And hopefully my hardwork will pay pay off.Especially PW!

School today was another one of those days when there is just nothing much to talk about.
Except that i was not caught by any teachers at all for once,which is worth commending.
Fcuk all the Nanyang teachers man.If any of you happen to read this,F**K Y**!

Olympics Swimming laters.Not gonna miss it for the world.(except my baby,duh.)

2004-08-12T22:11:00.000+08:00

Its damn exciting.I'm talking bout newly sworn-in PM Lee Hsien Loong's swearing ceremony just now!ITs frigging exciting man!Okay,i'm nuts and i know it but its the first time i'm witnessing such a great event in our country! Oh,trivia time. Did you all know Michelle Wong Yumin used to have a really BIG cruch on Lee Hsien Loong?Now you know.ha.

To adri:Biatch!! You know what you should make for him?Go buy a boxer for him and sew the words "I LOVE YOU!" on it.haha.

2004-08-11T22:04:00.000+08:00

By the way..
HAPPY B"DAY MICH AND HUIEN!

2004-08-11T21:45:00.000+08:00

tired tired tired.Stupid head.
Just saw my old sec school teacher on SG IDOL.She looks the same.Sounds the same.Well,good luck to her.
Spring Econs test today.Paper was tough?But,did my best.Thats all that matter.
Olympics in a few days' time.Hurray!
Our school lost to CJ today.Boy,is one of their players darn good.
Just did my chinese book review.Some sentences sound frigging funny,just don't flow.Bah.But i think my cheena is getting better again.Amazing how a bit of effort makes life so much easier.
Goh Chok Tong's stepping down.Never was i interested in politics,much less local.But,for some reason,some kind of "ohhh...he's stepping down?Why?ohhh..." feeling is making me sad.GTC held office for what?14 yrs?and every one of those years was golden.

I'm friggin' sleepy.Thats why i am blogging like that.

2004-08-10T22:22:00.000+08:00

I love the feeling i get when i don't do my work because it only spurs me to work harder the next time around.I actually studied a bit of Chinese for once and did the homework!

I think its extremely amazing how you see countries of today experience a re-enactment of history.Its as though history is coming alive in these countries.Take Iraq for example,like the 1800 French government,the victorious powers of the Iraqi war(a.k.a USA) are stuck in a dilemma of what to do with the country.Radical change or conservative moves.Never never write history off the book because it is always in someway releveant to today's context.That was mainly the reason why i took up the subject in the 1st place even though Geography seemed like a much more sensible choice considering my past results.

Dined at Chomps today.Nono,make that had dinner at Chomps today.You never use the word "dine" when you eat at a hawker because "dine" is much more appropriately used when its put with "restaurant".As we all know,"wine and dine" and "fine dining".haha.Don't this logic makes so much....er...logic?

Friendly against CJ tomorrow.I'm keeping my thumb and index finger tightly crossed(oh,i dun do it the way most people do.I cross the thumb.Yes,the thumb.)

Oooo..The Faculty is so creepy no?

2004-08-10T00:50:00.000+08:00

one more time before i go!!

I LOVE YOU BABY!

2004-08-10T00:41:00.000+08:00

I'm going nucking futs thinking bout you.non stop.

Three way convos are so interesting no?Especially when mich and adri are in it.
H A V O C !!

I need you in my life every minute.Every second even.Sometimes its a bit hard to cope not having you there always.Especially night times.But,i'll learn.

Caught a rather cool movie(nono,you'll know later) today with adri.Our rare day out.Its all bout' Frank Sinatra,yes the voice you hear on moi blog now.It bout his infamous tour at down under and all the fcuk he created there.Honestly though,the show sucked.To the core.It has no plot and it was darn messy!Ol' Blue Eyes will feel shit man.Don't even think bout watchin it people."The Night We Called It A Day."Piece of shit man.

I'm thinking bout you constantly!!I'm going nuts!!!WAHAHAHA!
Oops,getting sleepy over here!Shall sleep early today!!And i can wake up for you tomorrow.
Baby,call me yes?

fin.

2004-08-09T21:45:00.000+08:00

the idol wannabes just tickle my funny laughing bone so much.
- h a h a.
argh. can't stop laughing.
WAHAHAHA!!

2004-08-09T20:17:00.000+08:00

Singapore Idol!!

2004-08-08T22:48:00.000+08:00

Poof.
I hate being poor.Not that i am poor.I just dislike the feeling of not being able to enjoy salad buffet at Pete's Place at Hyatt when my sister,someone younger than me by 16 mths has the means to do so.
I hate living in Singapore.The weather sucks and i'm always sweating.Even in my room where the temperature is currently 24degree celcius.
I hate my next door neighbour.They hardly come over to talk to us and my sister and i think that they are lesbos.Lesbos with children.How juicy flossy moussey tidbits.
I hate my school.Enough said.
I hate Mr.Nathan.See above.
I hate the chinese language.I'm made to strain my brain resources everytime i encounter it.
Oh...and i hate...better not say it too obviously.I hate M***s.Go figure.

Bah.
I need the south east asian history textbook,any book on the french revolution and the book on imperialism in south east asia.That totals up to...$180.
I need stationary from Borders.$25.
I need a new racket.$200.
I want three new quiksilver t-shirts.$45 each.And one new shirt.Quiksilver too of course.$70.
I want new pairs of jeans.$80 each.
I want my jamie cullum cd back.$20.
I want a new bag from Quiksilver.duh.$60.
In other words,i need money and money is what i don't have.
I want and need love.Oh,i already have it and thats more than enough,even enough for me to forgo all these things.

Er,not really.We'll see bout that.

2004-08-08T20:32:00.000+08:00

2 entries ago,this one included,was my 100th post!! hurray!!

100th post anniversay!!

I just slacked the whole day away today. poof .

ooohh..how rhyming.i'm a talented,budding poet.
day,away,today.

2004-08-08T14:29:00.000+08:00

baby!I'm so bored at home.Can't you go out of house for awhile?

mmm,still haven't decided what to get for mich and hui en for their b'days.

Sundays are so lazy i study.

2004-08-07T23:47:00.000+08:00

ok.this is gonna be kinda long.so bear with me alright people.and if some of you see your name below and can't remeber what you actually tagged or commented,go refresh cos i havent replied for ages now!!And i actually had to open up 9 comment boxes,one tagboard,23 comments including today's,two tags by one person and three guestbook signs.Thankfully though,some are from similar persons.

okay,let's go alphabet by alphabet.i'm confused already.
aaron->Why do you always not get what i say?argh.Am i really that confusing?Yes,that Buble song rocks!!Now is Sinatra's song though!
adri->ok,yours is gonna be the longest reply here because i think u tagged the most times and each time your comment is at least five lines long!argh.ok.here.goes.firstly,is filming really that bad?i would love to film you know.film others of course.and being filmed.secondly,its my pleasure for helping you blast that arse.Have you found out who that neh neh is?Thirdly,darn glad for you and Leon!Maybe we should go on double dates when cash is ready to meet my friends.Oh,and i like the sex one too.Although whenthesungoesdownoneme seems more self-depracating,my kinda joke.love ya always!
even*->yes yes!!i love my layouts too!!!oh,and i didn't know you knew of that play.haha.Plus,it was a school outing,so couldn't have possibly asked you along.haha.maybe next time.for barefoot in the park or something?And dun laugh at my hair for it has grown nicely back.lol.
em`->emily,you're gonna be confused but this reply dates back to the comment you posted when i talked about mr kellett being like warm choc underneath his icy layers.But really,you ought to see it someday!and you will!
hyojin->hey pam!haha.yes,i know this is a while ago.oh,and i always do leave nice comments.you take care too yea?keep up the good work with your blog!
huis->huis huis huis.how do you know people dun wanna fcuk around with me.I'm so irresistible although i will never be half as horny as wanker(a.k.a loosehole).haha.
kee->Yes!!that girl is really fcuking fcuked up man!!and i was damn glad i did too!
mel->my hair has grown back!and you are still as egoistical as ever.haha.your blog is full of kiss me kiss me.who wants to man?lol.But seriously,i miss you guys loads!Fun has never been quite the same since the mudpies!
rocker->dave!you're in town!!cool,why don't you just sms me!I hope this is not too late!
serene->leaving nice comments as always.coolzie!
wenjie->no!my guestbook ain't that.Once in awhile people do sign it.haha.hope to see you soon!
yihan->Woohoo!!!Been a seriously threateningly long time since i last saw you!Yes!Adri's my friend!You know her too?Cool!!!Now i have friends all over mass com!!You take care yea.We ought to meet up someday!
$$$$->only three words will suffice."I LOVE YOU."

2004-08-07T21:19:00.000+08:00

No.I'm not a mugger.Really really not one.I just have a lot to catch up on Econs.Went to changi airport today to get a bit of revision done.did a lil' econs and two lecture notes for history.Was actually kinda irritated by some MJ students.They were the best cock-talkers in the world can?Ok,lemme describe in detail everything.They sat on the table next to me and beth.two girls,two very ugly ones,so ugly they are beyond help even with the given technology we have today.one guy,with spectacles that make him look like my butt cheeks.So,while i was trying to squeeze some econs stuff into my brain,the girl,the uglier one,and the ugliest one of the three started saying something like this."Eh,you know the econs right,market structure very easy right?its like so easy i don't needa study it."And guess which chapter i was reading?No koodos for the right guess.Damn her.Plus,her spoken English was filled with so much "you know arh.....that one arh..."okay okay,i know lah i know lah.
Their bullshit did not end there.The girl,yes the ugliest one again,said something along the lines of this:"the other day when i saw my old secondary school friend hor,she was wearing this very revealing top.But she looked like shit in it.So i told her right,that she looks really ugly.And she didn't want to talk to me after that."Er,hello?Of course the girl didn't want to talk to you after that because you were "so tactful" in your comments?And,I really wish that friend of yours told you to go look at yourself in the mirror?Because you look like Lydia Sum.
haha,but all's bad ends well because after she left she turned back to stare at us.And i showed her the middle finger with the biggest smirk i could summon.Darn shiok.

Oh oh,and today,i came up with a list of blog names for my future blogs.Some are damn funny.
changiairportisverycold.blogspot.com
whereismybrain.""
sexonthesmallisland.""
iamsoshortiwank.""
shitisgood.""
iwankmythang.""
iwankaccordingly.""
myarseisbig.""
loveisliterallyintheair.""
whenthesungoesdownonme.""
coffeeclubber.""
hahaahahahaha.ain't some of them just hilarious?tell me which one is good people.

Since you read my blog like eight times a day,i shall update as often as i can.i love you to bits you know?

I know i promised the replies.But can i do this later?

2004-08-06T22:58:00.000+08:00

Ain't this song friggin' bimbotic?wahahhaahahah.but its friggin catchy too!!

And the replies will come soon okie!!oh no,lots of them to do!!been so long since i replied to anything.

It was darn good seeing you today again!!love ya lots!!and you know it baby!and oh,read the letter alrite?

did not go to school today.but towned with Beth today,coffee clubbed a while,NYDCed for tea break and studied at Kovan Macs(hey,i hate Ronald Macdonald's and his exports but had no choice cos the Macs there was is always friggin quiet.)Sorry Anti-Socials!!!Really wanted to meet you people but i guess our timings just seem to clash!!

More.

2004-08-05T23:31:00.000+08:00

I think i just killed my grandpa.Or my uncle for that matter.You see,today,when i was in the living room watching telly,some very irritating moth was hovering about me.I got fed-up,whacked the moth,and the moth fell to its death.But that was not the end,to satisfy that sadistic nature of mine,i went up to the now defunct moth and squashed it real bad.SO BAD.It didn't dawn on me at first,but i went to my sister's room and asked if the old granny story of how moths are actually your long lost dead relatives coming back to "visit" your family is true.And my sister,obviously thinking i was retarded and someone of little or no importance(as usual) told me uninterestedly "Yes.You should never kill moths.You never really know what they are."Okay,very good information there.So there,i started to feel really bad,pathetic even because i had just killed my grandpa(or uncle) and i thought that by killing their recairnated fly form,i only added to their woes and trouble because now they had to go take a really long elevator ride all the way down to the 18th level of hell(or something like that?) to request for a new body so that they could come back up to earth to visit our family again,which eventually will lead to their deaths again because i might think its just yet another stupid moth and i will squash them like how an excited and curious 6 yr old kid kills a fly when he sees one.I hope my kong kong doesn't mind what i just did to him and my uncle.

I need to see you everyday.But like you said on the phone,absence just makes the heart grow fonder.No?

2004-08-04T23:07:00.000+08:00

I'm missing you already.A LOT A LOT.My life's gonna be dull for a few days again.argh.Come back quick please dear?

2004-08-03T20:51:00.000+08:00

Okay.So the smart alec in me took charge today and stupid is how i look like right now.
So i decided to get a haircut near my house today,a blardy neighbourhood hair salon.It charges me $12 and the place i usually cut at now,which is Wisma charges me $25.Right,not that expensive too.So why the hell did i choose to save 13 blardy dollars like it could help me get an extra bowl of "buddha jumps over the wall"?How blardy impatient can i get?My hair looked fine right?fcuk it.

So this was what happened.I walked around the mall near my house,a really sad mall i tell you.Fine,it has a NTUC and thats about the greatest achievement there.But that ain't the point.The point is,i chose to enter this salon with a very cheena name,WHITESANDS SALON.So i told the hairdresser,a very ah lian like woman in her late 20s,that i wanted my hair to be layered slightly on the left,cut short at the back but not too short and fringe left untouched.So the woman nodded and started on my waxed up hair.I closed my eyes,as i always do when i had a haircut.After three or so minutes,i looked up and saw that the haircut was going on rather well.So i carried on shutting my eyes.Then after a few snips and a few more snips and many many snips later,my hair ended up looking like the Esplanade.Dont fcuking laugh cos the hair fcuking look like shit and i am now the walking Esplanade as my sister calls me.Which part of the instruction i gave to the hairdresser did she not understand?!!Blardy idiot!!!Now my hair is as long as this -----------. Fcuk it.I swear never to get a 12 dollar haircut ever again!!!

For as long as i live,I will love you with my all.

2004-08-02T22:22:00.000+08:00

By the way,you people will have to turn on your speakers because this song that i have attached to the blog rocks all my checkered boxers."Kissin' A Fool",Buble.Yea yea,you think its boring.Listen to it then comment.

Thinkin' bout you every minute.Really.

2004-08-02T22:03:00.000+08:00

Economics,yes,the subject Nathan teaches is seriously confusing.very.My brain suffers this chemical reaction which is extremely undescribable because it makes me forget many things.It seems as though the LRACs and the MCs and MRs and blah blah take up storage capacity of my brain.My brain's like a diskette,once you try to put too much stuff into it,it explodes.Well,mine didn't.I'm just saying if i ever try to store any large files,or in human terms,too much information,it may just well explode and pieces of brain might just be found.around.

Friends is super hilarious and retarded.Sometimes the way i behave in school is just as bad.Go ask Jint,we are at the same frequency.

Changed my layout.yet again.I think this one is damn classy.Yes,classy,very bimbotic word.But really,its so classy i can't stop feeling like a person of class when i look at it and then realise its my own blog.Don;t ya all try to copy anything.I will sue you.

have not blogged properly in awhile now.And i still am not.I'm like crapping over here.argh.Eyes are shutting down on me.Can;t wait for the Olympics.Can;t wait for the US Open.Can;t wait for school tomorrow.Okay,the last one was a lie.Can't wait for class photo taking tomorrow.So exciting.haha.

2004-08-01T01:44:00.000+08:00

human beings are the most disunited creatures in the world.anyone beg to differ?

2004-08-01T00:44:00.000+08:00

Aside from "woman in black" today(which i find really good),this day is just worth forgetting.BAH.

2004-07-30T11:02:00.000+08:00

heyo people.gonna do this really quickly.Gotta rush the frigging project you know.Well,yesterday made me tighten up more actually.I know any wrong move will make me lose you.I will do all i can to ensure that doesn't happen.Missin' you already.

The librarian in our school by the name of MS LAI,should just go get herself a life beacuse all she does all day long is walk around the library hunting for kids speaking loudly or playing afool.Like a eagle.and we're her prey.argh.I wanta kick her ass upside down inside out all the way to pluto if i ever can.bah.

thats bout it there.Nothing significant happened the past few days that i can blog about.see ya people around.

2004-07-29T15:00:00.000+08:00

Your tone in the sms'es are...argh.You sound as though you don't trust me and i understand why,but can you not let it sound as though i don't care at all.And you yourself sound uninterested.argh.I care a lot for this and i don't think you realise that.Fark.Your lack of trust is affecting me quite badly.

2004-07-28T14:28:00.000+08:00

Just had a talk with Nr Kellett.Really,underneath that layer of ice is a whole human body of hot choclate.So warm so warm.haha.Okay,bad expressions there but hell,i appreciate his concern for me and i am gonna work really really hard.But first,i needa get rid of the bad habits in my life.

Oops,gotta go.Have ta find Jint and then training laters.more in the night.

2004-07-27T16:25:00.000+08:00

hey hey people.Am in school now.Gonna meet baby soon in half hour time.Before i go,will like to do the replies now!

Adri->What on earth is the filming thing about?I mean what do you all do the filming for?haha,glad you are starting to warm up to NP now.Good to hear.
chemical sister->dots.
Ber->So good to hear you,not literally but at least you tagged.haha.yea,you look fine around school too!See ya!
even*->hey eleanor!!Yea,i like this layout too.Rocks my boxers!but some people told me the "ghetto" word sucks so i have changed it and tada!I have a nice cool pic!How ya doin?Hows the injuries?Talk to ya soon!
screw->As always,whatever.haha.
Steven->i linked you long time ago already!!haha.Okay,add me on friendster lah.haha.
jericho^->hey hey!er..yea,i am doing very well!!you?By the way,who are you?haha.
$$$$->Lovin you as always.

2004-07-26T21:23:00.000+08:00

yes you,yes you toot.Get that thought of your head.Yes,thats the way,get it off.Alrights,now don't blardy think i am blardy punk rocker because i am not!!I just liked the pic and the studded belt in there thats all.I have one of those.haha.Jazz rocker,call me that if you like but hell no punk rocker!!

The English language is not wide enough for me to describe the amount of joy and happiness i feel right now.When i looked into your eyes just now,i knew we have a long long journey to go through together.

School was as usual today.Went to the library during one of the breaks and hell i had loadsa fun because:
a)we(huis and all) went to loosehole's blog and i left incredibly fcuked up comments there.haha.
b)i had no lessons,it was a break and i needed it badly,(like who doesn't?)
c)i finally got to enjoy air-con!

Oh,for the record,i paid lotsa attention in school today and did not dose off!!-thunderous applause with standing ovation-
Can't wait to bitch with Huis bout' looshole again.Incredibly funny.Thats something to look forward to in school.

Maybe its just me?But Raymond and Jon said there are increasing numbers of chiobus in NY?Hell no?Blardy Hell NO?Fcuking Hell NO?And to think all along NY girls weren't their cup of tea?Apart for G*******e and blah blah.haha.NY has zero!!ZERO FRIGGIN CHIOBUS!!ZILCH!Yandaos a lot lah,like me for example?("Self praise=No praise."is that going thru ur mind now?)

Okie,my mom is rushing me to go take a shower and i have ta study.No no,I'm not a mugger.I'm just doing it for my sake and our sake.Till then,merci beacoup.(YES,i got it right this time.)

Replies tomorrow.

2004-07-25T22:01:00.000+08:00

Bon Jour!

The dog show today was,interesting and eye-opening(not literally u idiot,i was asleep half the time).I sat at where i was for 5 straight hours and being bored,i started to look around me and observe the dogs and how they responded to their owners.Its amzing how people bond together in just that one second and start talking bout' their dogs like they have known each other forever with their heads nodding in agreement and all.coolzie.Otherwise,being at the dog show was like going to science centre to look at how fascinating the gadgets are to me when i was 6.

Dear,don't ever do that to me again.I love you more than anything and you know nothing else is important.I am willing to sacrifice and do anything for you.Don't ever ever say that to me again.I hope this is the assurance you need.

Just studied a bit of Econs.Its tough,but with the all the motivation i have gotten the past few days,i am sure i can overcome slight roadblocks like this.Plus,I want to prove Nathan wrong!Watch out world!

Till next time,merci boocoo(??how to you spell that word that means bye bye or thank you in french?)!

2004-07-25T01:18:00.000+08:00

My life could not have been more dull before i met you.Now that i have you,there is so much more meaning in my life.I'm sorry i had to get so pissed just now.very sorry baby.I know you need the assurance and i will give it to you.Anytime you need it.Just stop talking that way.I love you for the way you are.If we can't even overcome problems like that,then what about bigger shit we are going to face in the future.I'm sure we can face them together.All i have to say is that I lOVE YOU so much more than anything before in my life.Our relationship grows more and more as the days pass and i love you more as well.

Well,see you at the dog show tomorrow.

2004-07-23T22:36:00.000+08:00

Tada!! hey people,today was a really slack day but for some reason,i feel freakass tired.

Its worth my every effort to go all the way there and meet you.You're everything to me and i need you to know that.Sorry I had to bring up the past today.Didn't mean to.In the future i wouldn't.Muack.

I didn't attend school today because i couldn't wake up and overslept.So sorry Adri,again you came to school and i weren't there but there's always many many other times right?haha,i know i have said that many times.

"Just Hit It".That will be the slogan for the Tennis team.Isn't it,er..cool?and fun?Just Whack It will be more spastic but i think it works well too.Argh,my eyes are bloody drowning me.I'm trying to stay awake for NIP/TUCK.

Centro maybe tomorrow.Haven't told dear yet.Elizabeth wants to.But i can't stay out tomorrow for dad will get pissed and i don't need that right now.Okay,i really needa go lie on the bed now.

And the all important replies.
Rice->You're Eric right?hehe.Thanks for your encouragement dude,like you had always ,then and now.And yes,i look forward to the plans that god has for me.See you around in school.
Serene->Yes!I wouldn't let that let me down!Thanks for your encouragement too!
Aaron->haha,what can i say dude,my friend for eons of years,you just rock dude!
Elithia->Elithia sweetie!I miss having you around too!Pity we went to different schools.We really ought to meet up soon no?Tell me bout your plans yea?
Glory Hole->Fcuk off.-argh-
Lost sheep->See above.-blank face-
Michelle->Dots!And you're my bro!haha..I always do my PW what!okay,see you in school.Have fun with idiot boy.-laughs-
$$$$->You know what i have ta say right?haha.By the way, i am going for the dog show.My friend is forcing me to.See you there!

2004-07-22T22:11:00.000+08:00

I swear by my dick,okay no,better not,i love my manhood,I swear one of these days I am going to do something to Nathan,the Econs-who-the-fuck-u-lookin-at-know-it-all-fucker.He is fcuking always picking on me in class.If you by any impossible probable chance are reading this.I don't give a shithead bout' you.Just tighten your belt a little cos' you never know what roadblocks there are ahead.-mmm-

Speaking of roadblocks and the tightening of belts,one really has to tighten and look out for any obstacles in front of you when you are driving.haha.Or else,your car could end up in a workshop where it costs you 12000 bucks for repairs and you end up having to take the NEL,which is a far cry from the comfort of one's car.haha.But i bet it'll be a hilarious experience.lol.

Thinkin' bout you every minute.

Sometimes i wonder why my dad is so naggy.I guess he just loves me alot thats all.I love him too.But only because he's my dad and its rightful of me to do so but sometimes i just can't........

Replies ta be made when i am in the mood to.tata.

2004-07-22T21:40:00.000+08:00

I am sick of how everyone thinks i am incompetent and not able to achieve good results.I mean i didn't do too badly this mid-yrs but do i have a "cannot make it big" face? I know if i put in that extra effort i am going to slowly see consistency in my work.I'm not aiming for As now,just the regularity of my ability to score acceptable grades,meaning a C and above.Fcuk it.I am going to show the world.I am actually kinda motivated by a lot of factors in recent weeks but u fcuking won't want to know it.Its insulting where i draw my motivation from.Looks like an evil muse has just knocked on my door.-evil grin-

2004-07-21T21:11:00.000+08:00

-hurray-Woohoo,life rocks,rocks so good man.haha.Am so glad for everything that has happened the last week or so.Still lovin' you.

*yawn*Sleepy sleepy sleepy.Felt that way the whole day.

Five cab trips.One meal eaten at Pasta Mania.Zero vistis to Coffee Club this week.Please clap for me people.I have successfully just turned myself into a thrifty boy.Sadly though,i sense these thrifty habits slipping away.Cabbing is just too tempting.

Sometimes,just hearing your voice is more than enough.-giggles like a very demure school girl,which i am obviously not,but u get the point-

Racial harmony dance today.Everyone said we did alright beacuse of our "cute" movements and all.In the end,we came in a respectable 3rd.Haha,that's not the end of the story,we got 3rd out of 3 teams that participated.How very funny.But,yea,considering our last minute ideas i think we deserve some credit.

School's just getting onto my nerves.I need my muse.Where's my muse?Only she can inspire and give me the motivation i need to put in the effort i should be putting in.

Thats all for now.My bloody eyes are closing on me and i have yet to take a shower.See you people around.

2004-07-20T21:51:00.000+08:00

MUAHAHAHA!!

Came home at 9.15 again.Stayed in school for the racial harmony house performance thingy and although it was late and tiring,i kinda had fun.haha.Dancin' is so weird.

School sucked as usual!Nathan,my Econs teacher picked on me like always and i wanted to scold the F word at him but knowing my NATO-ness(No Action,Talk Only) I ended up succumbing to being a timid little rat.ARGH.stupidness.
Then,while in the hall for assembly where they flashed the god damn analysis and statistics of results(which i surprisingly did rather well compared with the rest of the cohort),some old fat female teacher came up to me from behind.I was shocked and this was what she told me:"No matter how much you touch your hair,you will still look as stupid."Like,FCUK U?Touching my hair obssesively or not is no business of yours?Plus,you're an old hag.What do u know?Being haggard?Anyway,i told my mom of how she embarrassed me and now my mom wants to see her during parents teacher day and insult her.AT HER FACE.haha.YAY!I shall add some shit on that day too.lol.Watch out bitch.

Okay,now i gotta go off and select my outfit for tomorrow.haha.Will be going to school for only 30 mins though.lol.yayness!

Darling:I am willing to sacrifice anything for you.After all,aren't sacrifices part and parcel of all relationships.-muack-Lovin' you more and more and more and more..

2004-07-19T21:59:00.000+08:00

School sucked.People are pissing me off.For those who do piss me off,keep pissing me off and i'll fcuking piss and shit on you back.Literally and seriously.

To you:I wuldn't mind seeing you every single day of my life.I will never get sick of you.haha.Oh,by the way,you smelled darn good today.~miracle~haha.

2004-07-18T23:13:00.000+08:00

Missin' you as always.Can't wait for the next time i see you.

I typed a friggin' long entry awhile ago and Blogger decided that it was of no importance so it ate it up.Screw it.Anyhow,i am too tired to blog all over again so thats that.Be contented people.I know all you people want to know what goes on in my life badly(yah right.) but due to technical errors you people shall have to live with this pathetic entry of mine.

I just presented to you the best example of first rate bullshitting.

2004-07-18T03:20:00.000+08:00

Its 3a.m. in the morning and i can't get to sleep.Went to get booze just now and realised there was none.I'M BORED STIFF!!

2004-07-18T00:29:00.000+08:00

okay.I can't find any jazz songs to put up here so yea,mario winans's "I dun wanna know" rocks so yea,i am making you guys listen to it.Don't complain.

Replies replies!!And the things i wanna say to some people.
Brather->Er...yea.Many have told me i looked ballooned in that pic.Who are you?
Adri->Tell you the next time yea!By the way,was great just chilling out with you that day!
Serene->I'm telling you.You're my most loyal tagger and viewer.Shall tell you another time.See ya!
Aaron->Well,i didn't go for the church thingy cause well,promised to go for my friend's concert so i couldn't make it.Sorry!Another time maybe?And,will tell you some other time as well.
WenJie->Well,read above.
Beth->Oi,i know i see you almost everyday and all but sorry i didn't really do anything much for your b'day "party".But i promise to make it up to you on Wednesday.
Eleanor->We had a short-lived sms the other day.You said you will sms me in the night.Well,you didn't in the end.Hope to talk to you soon yea?Well,enjoy yourself!

2004-07-17T23:53:00.000+08:00

I am declaring myself a bankrupt.

I went out today with 72 bucks and i came home with,mmm,let's see...oh,$5.68. This is so stupid.Today sucked.Concert wasn't that good with no disrespect to Emily for they obviously,from what i saw,put in great effort into making the show happen although efforts do not necessarily always mean rewards.Supper at Newton's was fcuked up?Shall not elaborate further so as not to offend anybody but for those who know what i mean,shhhh.

Let's see what i spent on today that made me a bankrupt.
Taxi to town:$12
Sausages from food fest at TAKA:$5
Two drinks from Coffee Club(as always):$10
Taxi to Victoria Concert Hall:$7
Jint's cab fare:$6
Food at Newton's:$15
Taxi back home:$11
GRAND TOTAL:$66

Yea,so there you have it,my total expenditure for the day.Will someone please donate some money?haha.

To you know who:The end of the day is always when i start to miss you.A LOT.

2004-07-16T23:39:00.000+08:00

Human affections.haha.How very interesting.Life is really good now.I am contented just to even be a paragraph of your life story.Or just to play second fiddle to all other things in your life.And I'm glad we're heading in the right direction.

2004-07-16T22:12:00.000+08:00

Training was tough today.Stupid shit.Hard to adjust back to intensive training after such a long break.say,8,9 weeks?But otherwise,technically,i thought i did pretty good there.

I really wonder who reads my blog everyday.I know the people who do that faithfully.What about those you know,silent predators.okay.Not that i am attractive or anything,but you just never know who has cruel intentions.You know what i mean?No?Well,never mind.

In school today,we caught the 2001 version of "THE IMPORTANCE OF BEING EARNEST".Was,i feel,of course,much more shallow than the 1960s(?) version.However,screenplay wise,the 2001 vers. makes the old version seem amateurish(such a word?haha).

Greatest part of the day was of course,meeting baby.haha.The decision to meet came out of the blue but still as always,enjoyed myself around her.And,don't worry dearest..i will do as i have promised...Always reassure me okie?I have lotsa insecurities.Okay,that being said,i really feel insecure now because i am half naked as i am typing this.Yea,u read right.My bottoms are gone.haha.I was on my way to changing when i suddenly decided to blog this.Thus the reason for my"pants down".okay,that was something very random and "so not your business" thing.

I LOVE YOU.alot,alot.I think you know.Right?

2004-07-15T22:05:00.000+08:00

*love is in the air.

Hopefully we have an undying one.hehe.

2004-07-15T21:21:00.000+08:00

ok..i know i know,i just blogged 40 seconds ago..but i have to do this again..on the way back,$$$$ talked bout the ex and all,made me started to feel small?cos i am not as good looking and all?haha..but i am happy,thats all that matters.NO?

2004-07-15T21:19:00.000+08:00

-floating in the air-
haha..i am just so happy..is everything real?like am i dreaming?haha...I need someone to tell me i ain't dreaming..

2004-07-15T20:51:00.000+08:00

-blissfulness-Well,people,i feel like the happiest person in the world right now.I..haha,just too happy to put it down in simple words.I wonder really if the person $$$$ feels that way too..mmm...:)

I'm in heaven.

2004-07-14T20:29:00.000+08:00

school sux.so bad.

2004-07-14T18:08:00.000+08:00

the past two hours was particularly interesting.I think i ofund that special someone.haha.go figure people.and that special someone,dunno if u will be reading this,but,haha,just reply my messages alright?lol.

2004-07-13T21:31:00.000+08:00

A few people are slowly getting onto my nerves.

2004-07-13T20:42:00.000+08:00

-arghh-Hey people..something weird happened on bus 317 on my wat hine with Beth and Pearlyn yesterday.We boarded he bus and then Pearlyn didn;t want to sit so i sat.But she was on the corridor and she blocked the way.An old man boarded and started to verbally abuse her.WTF right.Then,the old man started talking to a fellow passenger next to him.haha.Crazy old man.Yea,and he started speaking of how much his house was worth and all like 1.7 million bucks or sth?And Beth was going NO,most houses here are worth at the very most 1.2 million bucks unless the land area is really huge.Some drama for you there.Weird Old Men should be exterminated.Seriously.haha.

So school today was alright.Econs sucked as usual as i was fighting hard to stay awake.However,Nathan is a seriously good teacher.During Lit Lect,Ms Chew showed us "the importanc eof being earnest" and it was good.Subtle humour everywhere.Oh my god.My Lit is so good now.haha."Subtle humour".I wouldn't have used that to describe funny scenes in the past.I would have just went."it was funny".okay,don't mind my causing of confusion for you there.

Caught MEAN GIRLS again today with Mich,Raymond,Jint and Shane.haha.love the word "fugly" now.If fugly means f'king ugly.Then funny means f'king unny?haha.Lameness.

even*:Hey!I am just really happy things are great again.Do sms me sometime yea?And yea,do the explanations another time.
NJ:Really glad you signed my guestbook!Study hard and find a good job!
serene:ARGH.You're too easily contented.My grades are seriously not impressive at all although i did meet the criteria of 3AO,1A pass.ARGH.
Adri:Well,hopefully Thursday wouldn't be the same.I will try to escape committments.You too..haha..

2004-07-12T16:16:00.001+08:00

Ha.In the school library now.Slacking away.Skipping PE.Got both my Hist papers back and am rather pleased to get a D.Got a D for GP too which although not fantastic a grade,am contented over here.School was super slackerish today.Breaks,breaks and more breaks.If only the chinese teacher didn't attend school so often.haha.

Okie,am not going to update anymore for the rest of the day.Tired.Replies to be made laters.tata.

2004-07-11T23:29:00.000+08:00

Talking to pon now.so good talking to her after so long.How's Bangkok woman!?!

Extremely shagged out helping Steven with his blog.Anyhow,a success.

And it was like always,damn fun to talk to Adri.haha.Off to sleep.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2004-07-11T21:20:00.000+08:00

Okay,Tennis was indeed good today.Satisfied.Good workout,and i sweat buckets.

Dinner at Pasta Mania with beth and steven.As usual,ordered bacon aglio and it still rocks my boxers.Its like a gimmick.I won't ever eat something else from Pasta Mania.

Just read two articles on The New Paper.Thought provoking.Especially the one on the Class System in Singapore.Well,i don't really want to say anything here cos the remarks i make may get some unwanted "attention".Basically,i just feel that the poor only have themselves to blame for not working hard or if they are poor only because of physical disadvantages then well,too bad.Oops,said too much.See i told you,bad,unkind remarks.Meanness..haha.

There's school tomorrow.Just sucks to know that i am going back to that place.yuck yuck yuck.-thunderous uck sounds-

And now at last,its time for for replies.

adri->Yea!!We are finally going to meet up..coolzie..haha..and can't wait to see u then!And we can meet on thursday then friday.I am very free!
serene->I know!the food really rocks!
yuan zhen->u already did linked me?coolzie.Yep,will link you now!How's life btw?
jam->Yea Jam!Go watch it.Its really damn good lah!See you in school tomorrow!
lost sheep->this will be the last time i reply you.You suck and get lost.Bye.
RoCkEr->Hey David!Woohoo!Yea,Am doing fine!You?
u shld know who->i bet you are jint.haha.i cant find the parasite there.tell me tomorrow in school.see you.

Off to the bathroom people!

2004-07-11T01:43:00.000+08:00

Tennis tomorrow again with Glenn and Steven.Looking forward.Will be the 1st time in two months that i have tough session if we play well at the same time.Excited.

Its 2 a.m. in the morning and i can't sleep.Same recurring shit as the past few nights.Insomnia?

2004-07-10T23:06:00.000+08:00

Alright.CL Listening today was better than expected?Did not encounter much difficulty except one or two tricky questions.Otherwise,i am satisfied.

Tennis with Steven,Elizabeth and Steven's friend was great.Got me to think a little bit when i hit some of those shots.Great workout.

NDP parade rehearsal was pathetic?I was bored to tears.Bored to countless yawns.The choir sucked.The mass displays sucked worst.The rifles were too loud.Everyhting sucked there.I swear never to agree to watch another parade display ever again.One question did pop up in my mind today though.Is Singapore really,the only country that organises and spends money on the nation's birthday year after year?You don't see that many countries doing that.Aha,see,the government(oops,i am not a dissident,i swear..)is trying to instil national pride into all of us so that we will stay true to the country in times of needs.

Thereafter,Jun Wen,his girlfriend(Lijie?),Pearlyn,elizabeth and me went to Old Airport Road to eat.Cheaponess again.haha.But the food really rocks.Crapped a while more before Pearl,Beth and Jun Wen's GF took the same bus away.Crapped more on the journey home with Jun Wen.Great bullshitting with you dude.haha.

By the way,i haven't been to Coffee Club this week at all!!Hurrays!!This is a cause of celebration.-thunderous applause-Okay,lameness again.

Adri->Again,truly sorry okie?Yea,will see you next week.Maybe we can even meet in town after we have ended school?How bout that?
Chris->Haha!You finally signed my guestbook.Do leave comments regularly!
Lost Sheep->I think you are really lost.You need some help around here?Medical attention maybe?
Even*->What does i'll see you means?Does that mean you are ok now and we are friends again?!Cool!!I am damn glad!Hurrays!
Royal Princess->Like i mentioned,yes i have added you.

That's all folks people!

2004-07-09T23:34:00.000+08:00

Joke Of The Day(in response to shane's and dee's quotable quotes of the day..haha..):What's the difference between Tim Henman(the Tennis Star,courtesy of our non-tennis fans friends.) and David Beckham(you ought to kick yourself if you have no idea who this is)?
The diff is that Tim Henman finds the net while Beckham doesn't.

HAHA.That's quite good right?Right.Whatever.Boo all you want.Lameness.

By the way,officially failed my Econs.21/60.But i still think it is pretty good.haha.

2004-07-09T23:11:00.000+08:00

MEAN GIRLS ROCK!!Seriously,all bimbos wannabe out there outght to watch it to master the art of being a "A CLASS BIMBO." So Adri crashed today but the weak me wasn't able to even walk out of bed until Beth came over and we went to town to catch Mean Girls.Ha,Lindsay Lohan Rocks My World.

Today was super cheaponess and budgetness man.Me and Beth were like,let's walk to Newton food centre,save cab fare.Whatever for lah?Cabbing there from Cine is how cheap can?haha.Then we went over to Marketplace at Paragorn to buy cranberry juice for herself and apple aloe-vera for me since we didn't want to drink sugar cane or beverage of that nature.At NFC(newton food centre),we ordered rojak,with only fritters,and wan-ton mee which we shared(how cheapo can we get?)..and thats not all to our cheaponess,we decided to take a train to khatib then take a bus home in the end.like?hello?haha..bimbo me.

Its off to doing Pearlyn's blog now...

Adri:Sorry i couldn't meet you.But hell,there are always other times right?
Serene:Yes,its freaky how youstill remember me after eons of years!
Aaron:Yes,honestly,her boobs are too big for her own good.
Lost Sheep:Like,whatever?Who are you anyways.
Christopher:HAHA..I am finally going to make you TAG!!AND SIGN MY GUESTBOOK!!See you next week!!

2004-07-09T00:06:00.000+08:00

Wondering if i should go to school tomorrow.ARGH.I am feeling weak now.Dun wanna dissapount Adri tomorrow but i shall see how i feel tomorrow.Just spoke to Emily online.So nice to talk to her.Screw Mr.Kellett lah!

I really like Jamie Cullum man.If u have the time,check this two songs out!!Jamie Cullum version only!

OLD DEVIL MOON
I looked at you and suddenly
Something in your eyes I see
Soon begins bewitching me

I looked at you and suddenly
Something in your eyes I see
Soon begins bewitching me
It's that old devil moon
That you stole from the sky
It's that old devil moon in your eyes

You and your glance makes this romance too hot to handle
Stars in the night blazin' their light can't hold a candle
To your razzle dazzle
You've got me flyin' high and wide
On a magic carpet ride
Full of butterflies inside
I just wanna cry
Wanna croon
Wanna laugh like a loon
It's that old devil moon in your eyes

Just when I think I'm free as a dove
Old evil moon deep in your eyes
Blinds me with love

I looked at you and suddenly
Something in your eyes I see
Soon begins bewitching me

I looked at you and suddenly
Something in your eyes I see
Soon begins bewitching me
It's that old devil moon
That you stole from the sky
It's that old devil moon in your eyes

You and your glance makes this romance too hot to handle
Stars in the night blazin' their light can't hold a candle
To your razzle dazzle
You've got me flyin' high and wide
On a magic carpet ride
Full of butterflies inside
I just wanna cry
Wanna croon
Wanna laugh like a loon
It's that old devil moon in your eyes

Just when I think I'm free as a dove
Old evil moon deep in your eyes
Blinds me with love

I GET A KICK OUT OF YOU
I get no kick from champagne
Mere alcohol doesn't thrill me at all
So tell me why should it be true
That I get a kick out of you

Some get their kicks from cocaine
I'm sure that if I took even one sniff
That would bore me terrifically too
That I get a kick out of you

I get a kick every time I see you standing there before me
I get a kick though it's clear to me that you obviously do not adore me

I get no kick in a plane
Flying too high with some gal in the sky
Is my idea of nothing to do
But I get a kick out of you

I get no kick from champagne
Mere alcohol doesn't thrill me at all
So tell me why should it be true
That I get a kick out of you

Some get their kicks from cocaine
I'm sure that if I took even one sniff
That would bore me terrifically too
That I get a kick out of you

I get a kick every time I see you standing there before me
I get a kick though it's clear to me that you obviously do not adore me

I get no kick in a plane
Flying too high with some gal in the sky
Is my idea of nothing to do
But I get a kick
She gives me a boot
I get a kick out of you

2004-07-08T21:58:00.000+08:00

Woohoo!!I got two days MC from that bitchy doctor.That bitch asked me why i only visited the clinic in the night after one whole day.you think i am fcuking posing as a patient or what fcuk?I am really sick lah lousy old hag.Thankfully i still got my MC.haha.

My sister and I did something damn funny just now.We went to this guy's blog,who is her ex schoolmate and left damn unkind comments there.haha.Like how ugly his blog is and how he looked like his blog?haha.We are damn mean can?lol.

I wanna watch Mean Girls tomorrow.And Adri is crashing!Plus Hui En wants to watch tomorrow.Maybe the whole clique can watch it.Woohoo!!See you guys tomorrow.The medicine is drowning me.

2004-07-08T17:23:00.000+08:00

Argh.Travelled all the way to the clinic only to find it closed till 7pm.WTF lah.But some good did come out of this fruitless trip.I bought this week's 8Days issue and guess what?There's a whole full page article on all the hottest Tennis stars!Guys,U better go grab it!I want my Jamie Cullum CD back man.Chin better meet up with me on Saturday to give it back to me.
"What A Difference,A day makes....24 little hrs...~~~"

2004-07-08T15:06:00.000+08:00

FCUK IT.So i woke up today,walked to the toilet to wash up.The next hing i know,everything seemed to be twirling in circles around me.I felt damn bloody giddy.Told my mom i have to get back to bed to lie down.Suddenly i grew nauseous.My mom gave me some medicine that made me fall asleep all the way till now.I had to miss another day of school.FCUK my health.

Better news though,heard i got a 20/25 for my poems.Yipee!!haha..but i think my prose will suffer.Whatever.

Got to go see a doctor now.tata.

2004-07-07T20:49:00.000+08:00

Its been awhile since i felt so light and free.haha.Maybe thats because i finally got down to playing some Tennis.Training was tiring as usual?Ran(walked,skipped,everyhting except run) like 6 rounds can?During the run at YCK Stadium,guess who i saw?U.K. SHYAM!!!Yes that sprinter!!As we did our rounds,me and Hwa Jiunn(spelt right?) were talking cock about U.K. Shyam.It goes like this and be prepared for its seriously damn filled with shit.

Hwa:Wah!U.k. Shyam big deal lah!Now also no contract liao right?Poh Seng Siong took over u right?
Me:Yah lah!U.k. Shyam scary lah?!?Now so lousy no wonder the Association terminated the contract!Go eat shit lah!
Hwa(after two rounds):Eh,haven't go home arh?Train so hard for what?Also cannot beat Poh Seng Siong!
Me:Some racist comments that cannot be put up.haha.

Okay,so that was a whole load of bullshit,crap and Singlish.

Argh!!I got 5/20 for my Econs DRQ can!But like i care?haha...Don't give a f'king shit bout it since i did not even in the first place bothered to put in effort of any kind.

Michelle and I are damn good at crapping lah.haha.We talk so much lame stuff only Dee can picture.haha.Like,"Oi Mich,i don't like your face lah.Go to ?Orchard Rd,stand in the middle then stop a car and then ask the driver to accelerate and knock u down lah."In response,she always goes,"Oi Kel,treat the window like a door and walk through it lah."Like,whatever(very bimbotic me).haha.I can't think about all this crap now.I am laughing too hard.Michelle really makes me feel light hearted man.

Before i end off,a few replies have to made.
Adri:I wrote a new entry yest to reply to your tags but obviously sth cocked up.Well,now that we have talked over the phone,can't wait to see you on Friday!
Emily:What do those smiley faces mean?haha..or maybe it doesn't mean anything.its just me.oh wells?Btw,go sign the guestbook now!
Serene:Long time no see!Okay,just tag here frequently yah?and sign my guestbook!
Amidela:You finally signed my guestbook!!Now you can tag!!haha..miss ya lots!

2004-07-06T19:59:00.000+08:00

Just did some slight adjusments to the blog...shifted the tagboard...if u wanna tag or leave comments,click on the link on the top right hand corner?see that?yes,that one..there will be a pop up for ya to tag..

Okay,did not go to school today because i was too lazy to wake up.plus,the teachers are not going to do anything much..school just re-opened and exams just ended.woke up at 1.30,waited for elizabeth to come over to my house so that she can terrorize my computer..thereafter,we went to tamp mall for some savoury flavoury pasta(p-a-s-t-a~~,pronounced with the italian accent~)...

Heard from raymond that econs sucked..as in the results..his sms went like..er,the average marks for question 1 was 2/25?what the hell can?haha..good news though,our class did well for lit and alright for GP..Then Jint told me norman and karen form my class scored the highest for Hist...woohoo!!proud for them although i know very well i will be at the other end of the spectrum.

I like Maroon 5 damn a lot now can?Thanks to Adri who introduced them to me...woah,for some reason,they sound rather jazzy..yea,their music seems rather soft for a band like theirs.

Its back to school tomorrow.argh.

2004-07-06T00:05:00.001+08:00

ha...hey people...time for updates again..went to town again today(damn,it sure sucks now)and my previous post(u gotta scroll down to the next one) sure hell got some trashing from some people.haha.

cousin:haha..dun sms me all those vulgarities man...chill..haha..
greg:u know i know that u know
lisa:portugal fan eh?but too bad they lost...neh nee neh nee poo poo..haha..
junwen:elizabeth says she is sorry for what happened that night..she doesnt wanna lose a fren like ya..haha..so,forgive her yea?cool.

okay,i did good today.only took a single trip of cab today from Hilton to Plaza Sing..and i didn't go to Coffee Club at last!!Hurray!!But er,i got tempted by Starbucks and so went in there instead...

there's school tomorrow..which i am obviously not attendin' cos its like 1 am in the morning now...am supposed to meet jint for breakfast at like 9?she's mad...am not gonna be able to wake up can?

Hilarious news..my dad thinks my exams are next week...was he in pluto when i was mugging?Just did Elizabeth's blog...didn't go that smoothly but it sure is much neater now..go visit it people if u can..click here...My sister seems to have an endless amount of money...she just buys and buys non stop.the number of jeans she has can suffocate me if i were to be squashed under...today,she bought a bikini...for what man?My dad ought to start giving me more allowance now..

that's all folks...dudes and dudettes..

2004-07-05T04:25:00.000+08:00

Greece leads Portugal 1-0 now.The only reason why Greece is in the finals is because they are the host of the upcoming OLYMPICS.yes,thats exactly why i feel these underdogs have made it so far and this very fact proves that the entire UEFA is rigged.Why watch it then?Why commentate it?And the only reason why Portugal is in the finals too is because she is the host nation of the UEFA.Obviously,the current ongoing match suggests that the match riggers have decided that Greece shall win since the OLYMPICS is bigger than the UEFA.Get the point there?don't?haha,well,u aren't reading between the lines enough.

Soccer is such a corrupted sport.Unlike tennis.

2004-07-05T00:33:00.000+08:00

I am going to go broke one of these days.It has been awhile since i took a train all the way home without stopping in the middle,paya lebar always to cab home.(it's a great achievement!)And no,i did not enjoy it.AT ALL.The Bangladesh workers' body odour gets to me.And i hate the fact that i had to sit through the journey from Orchard to Pasir Ris.(so u can't blame me.)I need more money to cab.Anyone?haha.

Oh,Coffee Club ought to give me a one year membership with no terms and conditions for i spend like 10 bucks there five times a week.

Federer and Roddick are playing now.Full of tension man.My heart stops everytime Roddick is leading because Federer has to win!!God help the FEDex(pun intended)!!

I really wonder if anyone else out there watches Tennis as much as i do.ARGH.Federer just double faulted.Kan Jiong.

2004-07-04T00:07:00.000+08:00

WOAH...so Sharapova won..a little surprised how easy she won anyways.i mean,you don't expect someone of Serena William's calibre to lose so easily.But,shouldn't have stayed home and watch.Not exciting at all can?haha.should have went with beth,pearlyn they all to hendrix.argh.

But at least now i have some "ME" time.Its been so long since i last came home so early.Sometimes just chilling out at home with the TV turned on and a packet of prawn crackers in your hand make life makes sense again.

AGAIN:CAN U ALL PLEASE SIGN THE GUESTBOOK...haha..i didn't put it there for it to rot can? All u people visit my site then leave silently.what the hell lah?haha..

List of things to do tomorrow:
a)Get a good tan.
b)Make blogs for beth and pearlyn.those html idiots.
c)Shop.
d)Watch the men's finals.(priority!!)
e)Slack around CFC.(coffe club lah,goonhead.)

2004-06-30T20:16:00.000+08:00

Hey all...notice the regularity of my blogging now?well,just feel that if you want to have a blog you should be responsible for its activity(inactivity more like it) and not give excuses like the all time favourite,"i just have nothing to blog about",or "i came home really late and i just went straight to bed".you know,all these crap don't matter at all.People really don't about how much time u have or how boring ur life is.Just be responsible and blog whatever shit u have.okay,sorry for that.

Onto other more "bloggable" topics,i had the last of the toughest papers today.Econs was,how do you put it,the one paper i think i can score the highest out of all the papers although it will still be a fail.Hopefully a "D" there.By the way,is a "D" a past? MCQ was average,some questions were relatively easy,others not. DRQ was tough? So there goes the marks and ESSAY was compared to DRQ,simpler and although i only did one question,i think i still did it pretty well.So hopefully i will score as the following:
Multiple Choice:9/15
DRQ:7/20
Essay:10/25(didn't finish one whole question you see.)
Total:26/60(that's a D i suppose?)

Alright,onto the "Spiderman 2".It was a really loud movie but rather good i have to say.Caught the show with "the himbs and bimbs gang"(temporary clique name,still deciding what to name ourselves).However,i did not exactly enjoy the movie because:
a)Jinting was throwing the "Apple Cornflakes" or whatever it is called on me.
b)I reminded me of some things.
c)I was f***ing sleepy.
Above all,the director was at some points of the movie trying to squeeze emotions and "OSCAR WINNING" kind of cinematography into an action-packed film?Like when Peter's granny was in the dining room early on in the show handing him the $20 so that he can have some cash and he rejects it and his granny started saying how he should take it and stuffs and blah blah?I thought it was rather premature at that stage to induce that sort of seriousness into it?Otherwise,the movie was a great adventure to sit through and really,the action scenes in it make you jump(literally in that sense).Kirsten Dunst is still as elegant and Tobey Mcguire just confirmed his "hunk" status although i thought his performance was better in "SEABISCUIT".

Alright,lastly people,please remember to sign my guestbook!!I just had one put up.Just sign it you asses!!

2004-06-30T00:14:00.000+08:00

Its official.I have decided to give up on my Economics for my head hurts so much from all that memorising work.Maybe if i just tell myself "what the hell,screw with it" things might turn out differently for now i have no pressure whatsoever to perform and i might as well just go in there tomorrow and find a way out.For all you and i know i might even manage to scrape to an E grade.

So the History today screwed me up too.But i think i have a chance to get that "D" because the French Revolution was not that difficult.Screw Mr.TCP though.argh.

But i have faith i will make it through this year.

Note:i know i have been changing layouts and for some reason,i seemt to be changing layout more often than i should be studying.god help me.

2004-06-28T16:17:00.000+08:00

Alright.so i had GP and CL today.i think there is high chance my CL will get no more than a F grade and my GP no more than an E?Oh wells,shan't look back anymore.Shall take a nap now before waking up to mug mug mug further.
ARGH.

2004-06-26T03:28:00.000+08:00

This entry will be solely for talking about the upcoming exams ONLY.

Right,first up,i have no idea just what on earth CHARLES KELLETT thinks he is doing? Teaching a class of second year NUS students? Maybe its just my "perfect" language skills(or lack of),but i have to check the dictionary every,approximately five words i read.Instead of using the word "votes",u know that simple word,yea,he decides that the word "suffrage" would be better as he feels that we have PLENTY of time. Right,and his notes never seem to see the finishing line.

Jun Wen:Great studying with you as well..yea,let's club after the exams..
Adri:Have fun in NP!!
The Rest:Good luck for your exams!! Or if you are going to poly,enjoy yourself there people!

ARGH.

2004-06-25T23:19:00.000+08:00

Well,u got what u want.And,its fine with me too that you want nothing to do with me.You have gone out of your senses.I have no idea what the fuck you are talking about.Now that the link is gone,that you are no longer on my msn list and my phone list,you are almost officially outta my life.BYE.

2004-06-25T03:10:00.000+08:00

The English team is leading 1-0 now and i have to say,it is particularly fascinating to watch soccer with my dad at 3a.m in the morning.I have never before seen this enthusisatic,yet occasionally vulnerable side of my dad.Vulnerable?Yes,especially when a minor hiccup happens to the English team.

Not that i am an avid fan of soccer or anything.In fact,i can count the number of times i have watched soccer on telly.The only times i actually do watch matches on telly is when the nationalistic side of me wants to show support for my home country,such as the most recent full length soccer match i have seen between The Lions and The Japanese.

Yes i admit i miss out a lot during bonding sessions between the mates when they talk about soccer and many at times,i do try putting in an effort to squeeze the most familiar soccer player's name out and NO,its not Beckham.Its Raul for that matter.How funny.Fortunately though,the friends i have do not allow me to feel left out during these "soccer-chatting" sessions and i thank GOD for them.

Not knowing the game of soccer or even watching the game has allowed me to look at things from different perspectives.I know this sounds silly,but it has given me an "insight" into my father's life,a life i thought was only filled with long working hour days,of smoking cigarettes,of reprimanding me when he hardly knows of what is going in my life and of favouring my sister over me.Sitting down and watching this early Friday morning has allowed me to see him in a different light.When we talk about just how FCUKING stupid some footballers are he gets all talkative and animated.And this is what i have always wished for my dad to be.And for now,i am just contented with MY SOCCER DAD and i shall try from today on to watch every single possible soccer match he is watching.

And yes,as the true blue Singaporean,I support the English too.

Like my dad has done for thirty years now.

2004-06-24T00:25:00.000+08:00

i think i have a thing for cacausian or mixed girls.i sound superficial.but i really do.But sadly and demoralisingly,i prefer not to stand too close to them for it will expose(no,it is obvious even when i am alone) one of my biggest physical flaws,MY HEGHT.I stand at a grand height of 160CM!!How sad is that?

Onto more serious stuffs,i am almost done with History but i have not touched my Econs at all! Somebody help me!!!

2004-06-22T00:15:00.000+08:00

I had a taste of the thing i thought so lowly of my entire life till last friday morning.well,at least now i think it isn't so sinful after all.

The cigarette often seems like the fine thread that separates good from bad.good it may not be,bad it certainly is not.After hearing what some people had to say about it,the scepticsm i have had all along almost all but diminished.

While most heavy smokers told me that it was "bad company" that led them to their usage of this drug,a handful others gave me the side of their story.As for those who blame their parents for not educating and monitoring them as kids about the negativities of the cigarette,i have nothing else to say to them.What great scapegoats and excuses they have found.

How contradicting you say,why i seem to now agree that the cigarette is indeed one of saturn's work of art.Well,NO.After my "interview" with one smoker(as the person requested that i do not post his name here,i shall respect what he wishes.) and after roughly two sticks of cigarette,my viewpoint has shifted to the other end of the spectrum.

Let's just call that person X. X told me that what led him to smoke was peer pressure and the "incentives" smoking offer.The fact that he could focus just on satisfying the urge to smoke allowed him to put aside his troubles and daily "life-crap",word for word as he had told me.I fullt understood what he meant and in fact,agreed with him.When i had my first cigarette,my first life "hands on" experience,I immediately felt the feeling,the feeling of one's soul leaving his body behing while he soared far into the sky,away from all the stuff he badly needs to have flushed out of his system.

It has been 4 days since that friday,and i haven't touched another cigarette since.but who is to say i won't ever touch it again.While i know it's sinful to most to smoke,i do want people out there to realise and understand the smoker's situation.It's very much up to you though.

2004-06-20T03:59:00.000+08:00

Can u believe it? Its 4 a.m. in the morning and i am actually still studying.Well,this is what i plan to do the whole of next week.

MONDAY
2pm:History(The French Revolution)
5.30pm:Econs(Lecture 2)
9pm:Econs(Lecture 3)
After that i shall go clubbing!!Yipee!!

TUESDAY
2pm:Econs(Lecture 4)
5.30pm:Econs(Lecture 5)
8.30pm:Econs(TYS)

WEDNESDAY
2pm:GP(Practice writing two articles consecutively)
5.30pm:Econs(TYS)
9pm:History(The French Revolution)

THURSDAY
2pm:History(Revision of S.E.A)
6pm:History(Essay qns)
And if possibly,may club again!

FRIDAY
2pm:Econs(TYS)
5.30pm:History(Essay and more revision to refresh my memory just in case i forget anything)

As for Saturday and Sunday,i will mug like crazy,much stricter schedule.As u have would have noticed by now,i don't wake up earlier than 1pm.ever.

I am a great procrastinator.Ain't I?